vartan84 (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} vartan84) wrote,@ 2004-12-19 02:49:00 |
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Warning, this is a novel
Haha, I just realized this is my second livejournal. I have that old one from 2000 (Hy*Mew) that I now leave as is as some kind of relic to my early high school self. I never wrote anything of importance in it anyway.
I better write this before I lose the inspiration. [warning: now that I finished writing this it's really not about anything, so turn back now if you have soemthing better to be doing.] I just thought of something from years ago that I hadn't thought of since... well... almost as long ago. It's one of those things where you look back on things from the past and there's some sort of magical quality to it. I have always had that with things, though hadn't really thought of any in quite awhile. Not since college started, I dunno why.
I don't even know where it came from really. I was checking xangas and saw this strangely named one in the history, so I went to it. It was one of my sister's friends (she had visited her on my computer) and just reading about the stuff 8th graders did back then brought me back to this random memory, though it took place before 8th grade. That's the problem with nostalgia, you never seem to know it when it's going on. Well almost never. How often do you really say wow, I'm going to look back on this a yearn for these times? Basically never, at least I never did with those times, and yet here I am doing so. I think when things have happened over 7 years ago they automatically get colored differently by memory. There are a few times though where I think I recognized the situation or event as something I would look back on with nostalgia. Uhh anyway... so if anyone is still reading this and wants a brief update on what I'm up to... I was at Elise's for a few hours tonight, a bunch of people were there. After just random hanging out in the basement some of us went upstairs to play poker, though I didn't get in, which was probably for the better seeing how I always lose. I had meant to come home to study bio earlier, but deep down knew I would be doing no such thing. Got home about an hour ago and now it's 2:41AM... I am in so much trouble with this bio final. These past few weeks of the semester have been never-ending and workfilled. My pre-birthday week was when all my papers were due, about 5 in all, many of them super long and horrible. I think that week taught me a bit about why not to procrastinate but I doubt I'll learn. Then birthday week was one to hang out with the people that were back, to put off extra pre-final work due because it was my birthday, and to show up "dis-shevled" (hmm how is that spelled) as Susan called it to bio review. That went well, and our team got in first which won us 13 points on the final, despite the unnecessary yanking of Alli from our group. Those 13 could possibly be the only points I'll be getting on this bio final, ahh great... oh well today (Sunday) will be full of getting ready for the 3 finals scheduled for Monday blah. Also this was way too long.
Haha, I just realized this is my second livejournal. I have that old one from 2000 (Hy*Mew) that I now leave as is as some kind of relic to my early high school self. I never wrote anything of importance in it anyway.
I better write this before I lose the inspiration. [warning: now that I finished writing this it's really not about anything, so turn back now if you have soemthing better to be doing.] I just thought of something from years ago that I hadn't thought of since... well... almost as long ago. It's one of those things where you look back on things from the past and there's some sort of magical quality to it. I have always had that with things, though hadn't really thought of any in quite awhile. Not since college started, I dunno why.
I don't even know where it came from really. I was checking xangas and saw this strangely named one in the history, so I went to it. It was one of my sister's friends (she had visited her on my computer) and just reading about the stuff 8th graders did back then brought me back to this random memory, though it took place before 8th grade. That's the problem with nostalgia, you never seem to know it when it's going on. Well almost never. How often do you really say wow, I'm going to look back on this a yearn for these times? Basically never, at least I never did with those times, and yet here I am doing so. I think when things have happened over 7 years ago they automatically get colored differently by memory. There are a few times though where I think I recognized the situation or event as something I would look back on with nostalgia. Uhh anyway... so if anyone is still reading this and wants a brief update on what I'm up to... I was at Elise's for a few hours tonight, a bunch of people were there. After just random hanging out in the basement some of us went upstairs to play poker, though I didn't get in, which was probably for the better seeing how I always lose. I had meant to come home to study bio earlier, but deep down knew I would be doing no such thing. Got home about an hour ago and now it's 2:41AM... I am in so much trouble with this bio final. These past few weeks of the semester have been never-ending and workfilled. My pre-birthday week was when all my papers were due, about 5 in all, many of them super long and horrible. I think that week taught me a bit about why not to procrastinate but I doubt I'll learn. Then birthday week was one to hang out with the people that were back, to put off extra pre-final work due because it was my birthday, and to show up "dis-shevled" (hmm how is that spelled) as Susan called it to bio review. That went well, and our team got in first which won us 13 points on the final, despite the unnecessary yanking of Alli from our group. Those 13 could possibly be the only points I'll be getting on this bio final, ahh great... oh well today (Sunday) will be full of getting ready for the 3 finals scheduled for Monday blah. Also this was way too long.
